LightningStarMLP

I guess i oficcially moved to Simply-A-Weirdo
I still have some thengs i needta do like ID and stuff, butt other than that, if you want to see my trash just hop over there. Also, if i'm a watcher on this account and i didn't watch you on Simply-A-Weirdo, pl0x tell me, however don't be upset if i don't watch you when you do, my interests now are very different from when i started out. I'll still be around here for uhh... Reasonsss but other than that, i'm off.

Nailed making my new account :,))

I'll still be on this account till i completely put together my new one, add peeps to my DeviantWatch, slap on an ID, stuff like that.
Have a noice day.

Is it okay to sob on your birthday?

I never seem to get a fucking break from the stress that school is giving me. I feel like i need to sacrifice my happy and free life just to write shit down on a paper.

Someone send me straight back home.

I'm so sorry...

What am i sorry for? I have no idea.

I am so confused right now. And sad, scared.

No matter what i do, i feel like the risk to fail, get scolded at or worse is just around the corner. I might as well do nothing at all. Only my teachers, school counselors and parents irl will notice because no one else gives a shit.

I don't feel safe at all anymore, i just...

I want to go home. I want to run away from this drama, do what i enjoy most and just quit worrying so much.

I don't know what is wrong with me. I just... I just need help.

I'm literally sobbing over a measly test. A FUCKING TEST.

Two girls did notice i was crying and told me i wasn't the only one who found the test hard.

But i feel like i'm the only one who feels worthless because of it.

I... I don't know anymore. I'm sorry...

comment and I'll reply with this:

If you came to my door at 3am I would..
() Answer, then slam the door closed
() "Ugh...the door is....too far away"
() Ignore you
() "Get off my lawn"
() Answer, "Do you need something"
() Get up from bed, trips sliding across the floor and quickly open the door with a flirty smile
() Open the door quickly pulling you inside

If I saw you crying.....
() Hold you and wont let go
() "What's wrong?"
() Cry with you
() Smirk and laugh
() Try and cheer you up

If you confess liking me...
() Blush
() Laugh and walk off
() "I like you too!"
() Stand shocked
() "Um...can we stay friends?"

If we kissed....
() Kiss back
() Pull you closer
() grip your hair
() Push you away
() too shocked to move
() Blush

To me you're...
() Friend
() bae 
() stranger
() acquaintance
() My whole world
() I don't know

Would I date you...
() Maybe
() Yes
() no
() I don't even know

You should...
() Put this as your journal so I can comment
() Talk to me 
() Love me